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The class stands in the outdoor area of the ceramics class as Maggie Skidmore presents the larger of her two “crackpots”.

Hot glue, ravens and vulnerability – advanced ceramics demands more than a pottery wheel

May 20, 2022

Editor’s note: The following is a photo story covering a session of Ceramics IV as the students present their creations and explain them to the class. A few would go on to be exhibited at the Kruglak Gallery.

The class stands in the outdoor area of the ceramics class as Maggie Skidmore presents the larger of her two “crackpots.”

Professor Yoshimi Hayashi (right, in the green hat) tells his class that they are advocates for their art. “[I]t can’t talk for you, so if you do it half-ass, you’re advocating for it to be half-ass. Right? So if you’re giving it 200%, then that’s what you’re advocating for,” Hayashi said.

During their critiques, the students of Ceramics IV certainly seemed to have heeded this advice, getting honest and vulnerable as they presented a variety of pieces.

Located in Building 2700 of the MiraCosta Oceanside campus (OC2700), the advanced class meets every Monday and Wednesday afternoon, under the instruction of Professor Hayashi.

“It’s a work in progress, so this isn’t the finished piece yet – I’m gonna plan on pit firing it. So this is just a sneak peek.” Helena Westra stands looking over her work during her critique in Professor Yoshimi Hayashi’s Ceramics IV class, along with classmates.

Helena Westra walks the class over to her piece, laid on a blanket-like piece of fabric on the ground. “My current body of work is centered around the natural world, specifically the American desert southwest, including Southern California, where I’ve grown to call my home. The work I create is my way of building trust with myself,” Westra says.

“I love clay, because it is simultaneously so freeing, yet it has its own restrictions. Sometimes everything is going well and other times everything gets smashed and crumbles. Sometimes I really feel like I’m fighting it. Other times I have to coax it to get it to cooperate. I like this relationship. There’s a level of problem-solving and compromise required to get the forms I dream of into fireable clay.”

Westra’s piece, entitled Now I lay my old self down to rest. “Did you make that thing on the bottom?” Hayashi asks. “Yeah, I made that yesterday,” replies Westra. “It [was] a long night.”
“I struggled with symptoms of depersonalization and derealization disorder,” Westra said. “It was terrifying to feel so lost and to feel a complete lack of tangible identity. I could not say what made me, me and often felt like an outside observer of my own actions and words. I felt like I had nothing valuable to say… or… contribute to the world around me. I was navigating life changes of moving to Northern California for college. Getting in and out of a romantic relationship, new and old friendships and substance use.”

“As for my subject matter, I’m inspired greatly by nature,” Westra added. “When I’m alone in the natural environment out of doors is when I feel most at peace. Everything seems to fall into place exactly where it is meant to be. When I am in nature, I see myself in the world around me. This allows me to feel at home in both my surroundings and in my own body. It is very grounding to be out of doors.”

Westra presents to the class from the background, getting emotional as she opens up about the struggles that inspired her work.

“I am inspired by the slow and unseen processes of termination, gestation and dormancy – periods of time where large changes are taking place, yet the surface appears so still. This is happening in the buds of flowers and in the seeds of trees and in the kiln that I fire clay in and in the hearts and heads of many humans, including myself.

“Through this body of work, I hope to invite others to share in the exploration of their own growth and to look inwards, to see what might be changing slowly and surely and sometimes outside of the line of sight within them.”

Nancy Ponce’s plate reflects the sense of “drowning” she experiences with her PTSD.

Ponce opens up about using pottery to describe and also navigate her struggles with mental illness. “So I made pieces on my PTSD and it’s been really bad these last couple weeks. I like pottery…, because it’s very controlling and [because of] my PTSD I have control issues,” Ponce said. “For sculpture, it’s the opposite for me because I’ve had sculpture pieces that just fall apart on me [and] it just kind of like, helps me get out of my comfort zone.”

Ponce comments on a piece representative of her brain. “My brain… it also ties with everything that I made, so these are some of the darkness that is in my brain that I have to work on everyday. My connections aren’t always there, so I’m trying to repair them.”

“[Making] these pieces… actually helped me a lot even though I was having really bad six weeks. It helped me a lot because it helped me concentrate on the little things,” Ponce said.

“I just wanted it to be as disgusting as possible” Nick Delos comments on his piece.

Delos addressed Professor Hayashi during his critique. “When you were saying, like ‘hey, make a mixed medium,’ I initially thought, I’m going to [be] using hot glue for this piece,” Delos said. “Basically I wanted to go back to my older style, of just these organic sketches. And simply, I like to incorporate that- there’s like the organic, disgusting effect that you can get with super glue.”

Nick stands in front of the class while they try to describe his piece. “It looks like it’s vomiting earwax.” one if his classmates added laughingly.

“I call this ‘The Infection.’ It’s supposed to be – basically, an organism already infected, assimilating another organism. Yeah, it’s supposed byline [is]: ‘bio violating.’ I just wanted to go as disgusting as possible. I wanted it disgusting… and make the viewers just say ‘what the hell is going on?’”

Pictured is the smaller of two cracked pots (right) in Maggie Skidmore’s raven-centered series.

Skidmore’s work follows a theme. “So I was drawn to the raven – I wanted something with a raven and the idea of combining a raven with a cracked pot came up and I wasn’t sure why, so I started researching where the term “crackpot” came from. And there’s actually a little village in Britain called Crackpot, which derives from the Norse word “kraka” meaning crow and “pot” meaning a deep hole or pit,” Skidmore said.

“Crackpot means ‘the hole where crows gather.’ So i’m intrigued that I somehow intuitively connected that the crow and cracked pot could go together. I wanted to be exploring how the two forms would relate in sculpture.”

“So the pots – there’s a smaller version where the raven is gonna be perching on the pot – the cracked pot – and then the larger version of that which I’ll show you in a second, the raven is actually gonna be inside the pot and the pot is gonna be breaking apart away from it.”

Skidmore’s larger work stayed outdoors, enabling her to work on it outside of school hours.

“So I was really proud when I stayed after school and stayed til late – late as I could at night working on my big pot.

“Anyway, now so I feel like I’m gradually… the shell around me that’s keeping me from just really full going in my art, it’s starting to crack.”

Madison Malloy’s 3 piece series, entitled “Becoming Apart.”
Lori Anderson’s work is primarily home goods. “I entertain a lot.” Anderson said.
Manuel Ceci stands holding his chair sculpture by the “leg.”

 

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